~Finding My Answer to Why~

I always wondered why
life was so hard and why
people treated each other
like shit. I always wondered
why men treated me like an
easy lay and expected me to
do or behave like other women
do. I always wondered why.

Then when I find my answer I
cant believe it 'cause it was so
simple it was funny. My answer
was 'Thats just life'. Isnt it ironic,
I mean it was so simple it made me
think and then laugh.

So when ever something does or
doesnt go the way you plan. Dont
fret just say to yourself 'Thats just life'
and go on with your life.


~Dont Judge Me~

Everybody says they know me family, friends,
co-workers, bosses, and complete strangers but
they dont. Everybody says they know me 'cause
of the way I act but they dont. Everybody says I am
what say I am but they're wrong. Everybody thinks they
know so well but they dont and they judge me from what
they see, hear, or by the way I act.

Let me set things straight Im the way I am
'cause I was born that way and choose to
be that way. And I say to everybody 'whatever
you dont know me so dont judge me'. Dont judge
me 'cause I try to do whats right and good. Dont judge
me just 'cause I try to do something kind. Dont judge me
just 'cause I try to live my life the way I should live it. Dont
judge me just 'cause of my sex or intelligents. Dont judge
me just 'cause you have inseruity. Dont judge me just 'cause
you dont have what I have. Whatever it is keep it to yourself
and leave me alone.

So whatever the situation is just Dont judge me
'cause in the long one you dont know shit about me
unless you actually take the time to get to know me.

So Dont judge me!


~My Addiction~

I wonder why it's so hard to love someone
so much that you feel like you're going to die
unless you have them right there and then.
Well I felt that way about someone that was
very special to me and he knew but did nothing.
He became my addiction, an addiction that almost
cost my innocent, my soul, and my life.
Now that I know the truth about him and myself
I dont need him and my addiction of him
is now gone. Thank God.
~The One~
Is there anyone so special
that just our hearts just melt
away as they touch, smell, or
hear their voice. I say yes there
is its the one.

The one who knows us well.
The one who knows what we
do, think, say, and feel all the
the time.
The one who knows what we
like and dislike.
The one who knows whats best
for us.

So if you care to know that special
someone then wait for 'The one' that
waits for you.

~It Hurts~
It hurts when I can't be with him.
It hurts to be alone without him.
It hurts when I'm here and he's far away,
where I can't touch him I love him so.
It hurt 'cause I love and miss him so that
I wish he was here so I can be in his arms.
It hurts 'cause he's not with me. Will I ever
be in his arms again?

~My Tears~
My tears are for the one I love but cant touch.
My tears are for my one true love that is not here with me.
My tears are from my heart to my true love so he can see how much I love him.
My tears are from my soul to my true love so he can feel how much I love him.
My tears are from my very core so everyone can see how much I love my true
love and wish he was with me.